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Ugh idk. It spring break finally!

These past few days not so good…well hopefully paris will make everything better! sigh i know i shouldnt think like this but i feel like i try so hard -_- i shouldn’t even have to ask anyone to text/call/wallpost/message me to miss me or tell me to have fun when its not even automatic. Do I have any friends lol… I look at ravens wall and she has like 3 HAVE FUN ILL MISS YOUS. Why should I even care……LOL And we did a new song today in choir and they put me in the back again…even though i thought i did really well. THANKSS

Have a good spring break and good luck at wod!

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Wow this “lent blog thing” is almost over huh?

Reasons why March was a good month

  • I got student of the month
  • I got my permit
  • I passed my first math test
  • I became a Best Buddies Officer
  • I got a picture with Jeremy Sumpter
  • I raised my French grade to an A-
  • I’m going to Paris!

I don’t know if there’s more but this was one good month. Minus losing my binder/phone, getting sick, etc. Gotta focus on the positive! Kaaayla how are you doing on lent?

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Okay Thursday-Monday. I really haven’t updated in a long time. It’s just unmotivating to log out I guess…

Ugh 4 more days until spring break! 5 more days until Paris! I’m so excited but I’m honestly so scared. My parents have been yelling at me so much for not being independent. 

Thursday- Band festival- boring and made a stupid decision to stay 3 hours and watch wind ensemble. God I am a stupid fuq. Then lost my binder and then went to dbhs and then drove back to the WRONG school. And then went to the right school like 2 hours later at 10 pm. Came home without a binder and realized matthew had it and didnt even tell me. Yup of course I didn’t do any hw….

Friday- TGIF lesson after school and then went to souplantation with iris for best buddies. Went home and didn’t do anything just rotted….. I wish I went to family and friends night (;

Saturday- Watched hunger games with tammy and iris couldnt come but she watched it with nancy. Then went to go eat with my family. Did homework and had an argument with my mom cause she forced me to finish all my hw early.

Sunday- Woke up and then felt super sick even yesterday too! Coughing and coughing just cant stop…Went to Segrestrom to watch Pacific Symphony with the pacific chorale and shams ensemble. It was really amazing and I’m glad I watched it for free :) People actually pay to watch these things and I think I would too…I’ve just had a new appreciation for classical music this year. Then rehearsal after and it just frustrates me how I’m not and never will be a talented player. If I was I wouldn’t be in symphonic and the teacher would ask ME if i was planning on going to idyllwild -_- It was a good day overall though.

Monday- Monday again. Did my Euro presentation hope we got an A..I need it though she hasnt updated the grades since like FEBRUARY. Will do nothing in band as of the festival……Musical practice afterschool. Got my period and can’t sotp coughing -_- cramps for days..On the bright side I got a B ON MY MATH TEST!!! First one raised my D- to a D. Lol…I’ll get to the C I’ll get to it.

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Tuesday and wednesday what a loooong week.

So yesterday tietz wasnt here first period, so we got an inspirational talk from the sub. “If it is to be it’s up to me” Anyway got a blackout during end of lunch to 4th period. We ended up walking around school signing songs for english classes. Just kidding only 1 english class. Then afterschool musical practice and then went to Mathnasium. Decided last minute that I wanted to try out for musical theatre. I hope I get in and get PE credit!

Today is wednesday and it’s an important day because french quiz, euro quiz, MATH TEST, and audition. I think I did fine on all of them. I’m such a worrier. 14/14 on french, euro 6/10…., and math test i thought was easy. But you never know…I hope it raises my D :”( And the audition for the dance part was easy. The singing and the waiting just kills me. I’m just so unnatural and I dont fit in with those drama people you know…But hopefully I get in. :) Wont be at school 3-6 because of band tomorrow. 

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Sunday did nothing like usual, went to pacific. Did homework? We’re playing harry potter!

Today was just another monday. Sigh another week. I am so excited and so scared for Paris!!!! Musical rehearsal afterschool took so long cause we just sit there or stand there and do absolutely NOTHING. FUQ. Made Apush!! Goodnight.

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Friday and today.

These two days were just blah. So I guess you won’t write in here at all anymore? Maybe you could pop up sometimes. Anyway…I have a problem. IM SRSLY A FB STALKER AND I JUST CAN’T STOP MYSELF :”( 

Friday went to bassoon less then ortho (dont have to come back until 1 year). And then went to dripp but kayla was already gone. Someone named sc is a liar and then went to iris’s to watch movies. The wedding date and harry potter.

Today did nothing felt fat and lazy. But also went shopping and spent A LOT OF MONEY…..but its stuff for paris…..Yeah. Also reed making workshop! 

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Mark the days, March 14 & March 15 were the best days of this month so far. 

So yesterday it was the last day of Cahsee testing. It was the math portion but it wasn’t as hard as I thought considering I am absolutely stupid. Anyways, afterschool didn’t go to musical practice. And I was lucky because it was excused! Yay so me and senicy took daniel and kevin home and then we went to tastea and then saw kayla’s sister. And then went back to school and I went to choir practice. So many people like 6 people didnt go. Cause celeb basketball game or “sick”. I feel dedicated that I went. And then I went to the celeb basketball game after practice even though I was late and I didnt miss much. Got in line to freakin take a picture with robert hoffman but right when it was our turn he left. The black guy picked me up again..lol. And then after the game I was really sad I didnt get any pictures. And then jeremy sumpter comes out of the locker room and then we take a pic with him. Yay so lucky and so happy. 

Today was a good day because I didnt have anything afterschool except for mathnasium. And watched movies in class. I got student of the month!! My parents were surprised but w/e its my first time!! And then my french grade is now an A- which makes me VERY Happy! So I feel a lot more motivated to do my schoolwork and went to starbucks for a few hours and did my euro outlines.

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Monday Tuesday. 

Don’t remember much, but not a lot of homework because of CAHSEE. English today was cake but really scared for math tomorrow. I hope I can go to the celebrity basketball game tomorrow?! I finished my DBQ yay! 

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I had a good concert for pacific today :) The hall was beautiful just like last year but I enjoyed it just a bit more than usual. I love american salute. I’m screwed for my tests tomorrow goodbye.

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